I'm feeling so angry now till my heart's beating so damn fast.

lesson learnt: don't be too friendly and make so many friends.

on the other hand, i've decided to wake up at 10 and watch wangzibianqingwa before going for nike run. i think i need to calm my nerves before meeting people that just triggered the fire in me. if not, i might just explode in their face and end it with a middle finger.

sometimes, i blame myself for making friends. if you had no friends, you wouldn't have to face this shitty side of theirs that you totally abhor and can't wait to go up to their face and slap it a thousand times. Im serious

okay, maybe not DON'T make friends at all. perhaps selectively.

i'm totally grateful for people like wifey and clique, and jayjay with weister. Totally.